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Country: United States
Birthday: 8/7/1990
Gender: Female
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6/27/2005
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So i think it could have quite possibly been around a year? since the last time i wrote on here.
But i think maybe ill make it habit. Because i really enjoy re-reading feelings and thoughts i once had. Even though i hardly remember some of it.
Lets start with life. Broad topic, but im gonna say a good one.
My life is going good. Im making it go this way because im sick of being sad. Or miserable.
I have change alot in the past lets say, 6 months. Im not going to blame any of it on the boy that i met when the changing occurred. I think he was involved, but not too blame. Everyone changes...so if i would have met him, or if not the change would have most likely happened. Its all part of growing up. And i absolutely hate that statement. But look at me, im using it.
I met a boy. No names in here. But he was not the best of boys. Actually i believe he could have been the ring leader of the worst. And we talked for about six months. Then he met someone better. I guess she was better. Maybe better for him...Maybe not. Only time will tell. I didnt love this boy. I had a crush. I had never met anyone like him . And that my friends is the biggest understatement. We hit it off. He is so mysterious. Which is what intrigued me most. But as i look back on the relationship ....It wasnt a healthy one. I had to sneak around to see him. Which is bad. And i have never done before. I also stopped going to church. Im not blaming that on him at all...Im blaming that one on myself. Selfish , i suppose. Anyways met a boy. Done with boy. Different girl.
Oh well.
I think im much stronger. And i learned from mistakes...No regrets there.
I am in just a few short days going to be going to Taste Of Chaos. Ecstatic would be the most appropriate word to use here.
After reading my old blogs...i realized how much i have grown up. But also how much growing up i have left.
Soon i will be going to college. No more highschool.
That is a scary thought.
Okay, so im rambling. Maybe ill write tom. Maybe not.
We will have to see.
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| Im going to write In this 'mug' more often. Definition of a mug..? Unsure. =) I just like it! Today I spent with my mommy and sisters. It was a fun day...to say the least. But we are all girls and we all had attitudes, they didnt mix well. I woke up to my phone playing a very wonderful techno song. That i very much enjoy. It put me in a happy mood. Raindrops is the name. I like it, alot! Thank you bethany for sending me a text. It was grand. =P But when I woke up I was ready to go to church, ha...think again. We had our water turned off, because my father broke a line. Dang IT! So i missed church. And i missed the meeting for camp. Shux! But i did make it to target. Where i found a new bathing suit for Church camp and two new shirts. And a very cute pair of flip flops that are comfy, and hopefully do not make my feet smell. Because my walmart ones do. ick. Then I got home and nothing to do. Boredom became the main event. hate that. So i called bethany my very best friend. I went to her house. Got some free food. And entertainment. and some cookie cake. Got to love that. Then came home to a house full of emptyness...where is everyone. yet to figure it out. I think i might start reading a book. maybe not tonight...seeing as it is 12:30 in the morning. But soon. Its called too beautiful for words. Is it good? i must find out. Pretty excited about it. Tom. I have to work all day. but im okay with that. at least i will have something to do. and i get paid for it. =) hopefully the boss will be a happy person this week. shes pretty insane. got to love that. Well nighty night. possibly writing tom. depends on the day i have had. | | |
| WAY TO LONG! IT HAS BEEN FOREVER? WHICH IS AN EXTREMELY OVEREXAGGERATED LONG TIME! I HAVE BEEN SO VERY BUSY WITH WORK/CHURCH/FRIENDS/FAMILY/ETC. POSSIBLY NO BREATHING TIME. I HAVENT ACTUALLY SAT DOWN AND THOUGHT ABOUT MY FEELINGS. LIFE. IS THE PATH I WANT TO TAKE. WHY AM I IN THIS NO GOOD JOB. WITH PEOPLE I LOVE. IS THIS WHERE GOD WANTS ME TO BE? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS GOING THROUGH MY MIND. IS HE THE GUY I SHOULD WASTE MY TIME AND ENERGY ON? WILL IT PAY ME BACK IN THE END? ALL THIS HARD WORK? SERIOUSLY! SHOULD I STAY AT THIS JOB I HATE? WITH THESE PEOPLE I HAVE BECOME SO CLOSE TOO? I AM NOT LOVING TAKING CARE OF OTHER PEOPLES REALLY BAD CHILDREN. BUT I HAVE MADE AMAZING FRIENDS. SO MANY QUESTIONS. NO ANSWERS. NO ANSWERS. MAYBE SIGNS...=) I LOVE THOSE. NOT MANY LATELY. I NEED A SIGN!!!!!! | | |
| NOT JUST AN ORDINARY DAY.. This week has not been up there with the most fabulous of weeks. It kind of ....(sucked) pardon my french. I have this awful new job...at a daycare. Not that I hate children, because I really dont...They are the future. But I dont do well with other peoples children. They are bratty and they dont listen. And I didnt sign up to get yelled at by my boss. Ive made lots of very little mistakes... I hope i dont make any large ones. I did get paid though...and im excited about the sunflower debit card I will be getting in a week. Im gonna try to be more organized/responsible/happy! for the upcoming week. lets see how it works out. The boy that has stolen my heart <3 and wont give it back. well i havent seen him in about a week. which makes me sad. January was such a good month. lets go back to January. He is such a just all around amazing person. But he looks at me like im a child. and he could be right...But I know he has noticed me. heck he could quite possibly think about me. lets not get my hopes up to high. And now im going to brush my hair..its a mess. and go to bed. Church in the morning. Nanas birthday. BIG 6-0. And Mexico meeting. I have quite a day made out for me. FORTUNE COOKIE: "It's time for you to explore all those new interests" <--- I AGGREE | | |
| OKAY...SO i HAVENT WRiTTEN SiNCE JULY. iAM JUST GOiNG TO RECAP FOR YOU! AUGUST- SPOTTED A GUY THAT i FELL HEAD OVER HEALS FOR..NOPE DiDNT TALK TO HIM. YET. AND iT WAS MY BiRTHDAY MONTH. TURNED 16. SEPTEMBER-i CAN REALLY REMEBER. OCTOBER- THE CHOiCE. i WAS AN ANGEL. iT WAS FUN. BETHS SWEET SiXTEEN. NOVEMBER-THANKS GiViNG. DECEMBER-TALKED TO HiM. YES THAT WAS A LONG TiME THAT iT TOOK FOR ME TO GET THE GUTS. MET BROOKE. THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER! WAS iN THE CHRiSTMAS CHOiR AT ABUNDANT. THE DAY OF CHRiSTMAS CHOiR i WAS WEARiNG THESE GORGEOUS PUMPS. AND YEAH...i ALMOST FELL. EVERYONE SAW. i WALKED OFF STAGE WiTHOUT SHOES. HE WAS THERE...HE LAUGHED. :) AND iM OKAY WiTH THAT. i HELPED PAiNT ONEiGHTY THREE TiMES A WEEK. FiNALLY WE ARE DONE! WELL ALMOST. JANUARY- START OF A NEW YEAR. EXCiTEMENT. NO RESOLUTiONS. JUST THiNGS iM GONNA START DOiNG. GETTiNG MY LiCENSE iN COUNT iT...5 DAYS! iM REALLY EXCiTED. AND i SAW HiM...SATURDAY. iT WAS LOVELY. i LiKE HiM ALOT. HE DEFiNATELY HAS MY HEART. i JUST DONT THiNK HE REALiZES.  <<<THESE ARE THE ONES i WANT. ONLY $ 138 DOLLARS. HA.
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